What is it called when you like what is unattainable to you(guys)?

All right, first of all, stop drinking. Nothing good will ever come of finding anyone, male or female while you're drunk. Second, try to find someone not in a bar. Guys or girls who go to bars to hook up usually end up a broken down, friendless sack of crap alcoholic by age 30. There is nothing wrong with wanting something you can't have but it is good for you to try to like things you can have. The best relationships come from casual settings like for example say, you're in a laundry mat and you meet a nice single guy, talk, don't flirt, flirting makes someone seem like a . Let them know you like them is subtle ways like saying "Hey, Call me sometime" or "Want to go to lunch" The key to a good relationship is subtlty. You're not a sick person for wanting men you can't have, you just got off on the wrong foot and you're new to it . Do not drink to find a man. I hope this helps, Good Luck!!